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Desperate Attempts Looking for someone to love But I found nothing at all Starving for Someone to Hold I saw you coming from so far away Looked into your eyes I saw the beauty that once lay Laying here with you and I know I'm alive Don't ever wanna leave your side Your hand it touches mine I've never had a feeling so divine But where are you now I wanna lay in your arms once again Waiting to see you Making me lose all hope I lay, lay in bed Cause it's the only time that I see you Laying here with you and I know I'm alive Don't ever wanna leave your side Your hand it touches mine I've never had a feeling so divine But where, where are you now I want to lay in your arms once again You walk away And I'm getting used to the back of your head You, you walk away And I've never felt so scared Cry just one more tear I'll be over you in just one more year Cry, just one more tear I'll be over you in just one more year Reality Getting used the the way we are living Nothings what it seems So where do we go from here When nothings not what it seems Give me some place to hide I need some time to think I need some wings to fly Stained pant legs Torn jeans Bruised Eyes Those tears still taste the same My lips still taste of salt Getting used to the way we are living Nothing is what it seems SO where do we go from here When nothing is what it seems Just give me some place to hide Just give me some time to thnk I need some room to fly Relationships are wearing thin I will not fly away Noone sings of love they can't have That's why I'm saying good-bye Getting used to the way we are living When nothing's what it seems So where do we go from here When nothing is what it seems I need some time to think Just give me some wings to fly Nothing's Gonna Change You say nothing's gonna change But I can't remember the way you taste You said nothing's gonna change But I can't remember how it felt To lay with you I used to cry with you But I'm better off to die alone It still hurts even after we've grown apart You said you'd miss me if I was gone But who spent the nights crying on and on You said nothing's gonna change But I can't remember the way you taste You said nothing's gonna change And now it's easier to shy away Please leave the lights off Cause in the darkness I'll pray For better things Like life and love and everything in between because Nothing's gonna change Then why are you walking away Then why are you leaving me here to stay You said nothings gonna change Nothing will ever change Leave The nights come out the stars they shine They're just as beautiful when your eyes lock mine Oh how they call Yes the call They said it wouldn't be the same But I know it's just the same old game Oh how you lie Yes you lie So why can't I try to stay And how come it's so hard To leave today So I sit here all alone And I think now it's time to go Oh how I cry Yes I cry But it's better if I go away It would hurt you more if I had stayed I would have died I would die So why can't I try to stay And how come it's so hard to leave today Never Gonna See you Again I stand here waiting Wanting you to come back to me Your eyes are like the ocean A sort of endless dream And as you turn to leave I see the last of your smile Why did I feel like I was flying When really I was falling down Everyday that I spent with you My feet would never touch the ground Now the scent of you is poison And the taste of you is gone Why did you have to let me go I know I'll never see you again I looked into your eyes As you looked to the floor Something is different in your soul As you began to stand to leave You kissed me softly And I breathed in the last of you Why did I feel like I was flying When really I was falling down Everyday that I spent with you My feet would never touch the ground Now the scent of you is poison And the taste of you is gone Why did you have to let me go You know I'll never see you again And as I try to understand My mind begins to spin But you are gone Leaving me to a world Of endless songs Why did I feel like I was flying When really I was falling down Oh how I fell down And I'm trying to find the words To say to you But they're all wrong But they're all wrong I Don't Understand I don't understand What I couldnt mean to you I'm just a rut in this fucked up world What can I do? Don't stop your life Because of me Let me be the one to Why can't I find what I'm looking for... for so long Why does everything look so bare When you're not standing there This hurts me too I died about a thousand times People asking me if I'm okay Of course I am... of course I'm not Of course I'm not Thinking about all the times we had We wish we had them not I can't feel the way I used to anymore These thick bars are keeping me away When I look into your eyes It makes me feel sick It makes me feel sick It's too much to think of anymore This tension has grown too thick... too thick People keep on asking me If I'm okay Of course I am Of course I'm not Of course I'm not... I'm not... I'm not Blue Eyed Stranger Where are you blue eyed stranger When the world is tough Where are you blond haired boy When everyone's had enough I've grown tired of this place But I can't stand to leave To run is to accept To bleed is to believe Where is the familiarity When everything's in shreds Where are the smiling faces When all I see is insecurities Where will you go? Cause I will follow you Tell me what you want Because that's what I'll do Just don't let me fade away Please don't let me fall today Cause everywhere I go I see your face Where are you blue eyed stranger When the world is tough Where are you blond haired boy When everyones had enough These misguided souls Are holding misguided wholes That never seem to fade Where are you blond haired boy When everyone's had enough Becky Becky Was born on May Second She was turning 17 In what seemed a second We called her darling She called her mommy mother She was different from another *But in a good way She danced a beautiful dance With her blond hair She made the boys stare *But who wouldn't She liked Johnny Yes Johnny Depp She was smart *In fact she took fine arts She had a smile A laugh heard from a mile So when you're feeling sad We are here for you It won't cost you a penny So happy, birthday our Rebecca And just remember That we all love you If you were a verb I'd use you The change jingles in my pocket As i walk across this lonely street The streets are glass Like the secrets they must keep And everywhere I look The silent peoples faces say It tastes like warm hot chocolate On a cool autumn's day Our breath lingers In that tree we sat beaneath A year ago The leaves are scarce From the salt of the earth To the shine of your hair My hands in the mud But you're never there If you were a verb I think I'd use you often In every sentence you'd stand And when I read my own words My eye's would cry foul But still, there you'd be And it tastes like warm hot chocolate On a cool autumn's eve And our breath lingers In the tree we sat beneath A year ago The leaves are scarce And I sit there Without your embrace What world do we live in? So tell me sir, Where would your daughter go? With ten percent funding She'd be left alone Sitting out in the cold Someones front porch No one to keep her warm That's pathetic Real pathetic, sir So what are you gonna do? Shun your daughter cause she's gay? Well what the hell are you? "Follow my rules?" Quite frankly sir, your rules make no sense! What kind of world do we live in? What kind of world do we live in? What world do we live in? Deep they hide The trees are getting oh so bare and fall is coming to you When time stands still I'm going to take my chances (you won't be looking) The air is crisp (It bites me with every stride) I've become too old for this and too young too young to be alone (too young to feel lost) Two birds chirp they've never felt so alive Worms struggle in the dirt So deep they hide The air is crisp (it bites me with every stride) I've become too old for this And too young Too young to be alone (too young to feel lost) The first snow flakes So cold as it hits my tongue And my head has frozen No hat to keep it warm The air is crisp It trips me with every lie To lost in this world to be alone Kiss Away the Pain So tell me Did you find a new girl One that makes you happy? Does she make you smile. 7791 Tell me does she kiss away the pain? Tell me, will it ever be the sami Cause I miss you so much I long to feel your face As our lips embrace And I miss you so much The day are spent as awakening dreams And the nights Are so long So tell me will you be happy if we're through Now is there anything I can do for you Cause I'll wait forever And I'll walk down the aisle And turn back to be the one that holds your smile Cause I miss you so much I long to feel your face As our lips embrace And I miss you so much The days are spent as awakening dreams And the nights Are so long Now will you, Kiss me if we're alone? Cause I'll stand here And wait till that moment comes again Till it comes again And I miss you so much When I felt the touch of your face I cried, and I died Cause you walked away deep into the night Will it ever come again? Will to come again? The nights are so long they're so long New Song I heard a new song today On the radio It may have been snowing The winds are blowing And when you think back To when we sat alone With our burdens stone It's been so long Since we've been happy Together Cause we're better off alone Or so It seems to you But me, I've been unhappy since we said good-bye The last time And I cry when I sit alone Singing love songs Written by somebody else And it's been so long since I cried myself to sleep But tonight I think I might Cause this video is playing over And its talking to me Talking to me So tell me if you've had enough Tell me if you're sad enough to say good-bye Or welcome me Please welcome me Welcome me To Be With You (*) To be with you Seems to be so true Yet it feels like a crime To hold your hand within mine Not sure whether to care Are we a possible pair Your feelings to me seem to be so unclear I want to stare into your eyes untainted But still alone forever I have waited How long until I am with you again The moral confusion is driving me insane How should I greet you, how to say goodbye I hope to embrace your beauty But instead I am left with a sigh Not intended to be so forward Nor intended to be so lude My actions always seem so awkward And remarks come out crude You are delightfully clever And wonderously unpredictable Gawking good looks and my opinion to you is respectable Good times are to be had Times of warmth to melt away the sad So as I rest my head nightly I imagine you embracing me, softly yet tightly You embrace me softly yet tightly And as I wish to see you soon I remember we can see the same moon Oh no I lost the moon Can't we just pretend I looked at you, You smiled with those eyes I looked back at you And I can't lie When I said good-bye I loved you still So tell me when will everything be okay Cause I'm frowning now The sun shines another day I looked into your eyes, Suddenly turned grey I'm in love with my best friend This feeling has to end The pictures on my wall Don't make much sense no more and the arrows they're pointing down Me, I don't worry much no more So tell me when will everything be okay Cause I'm frowning now The sun shines another day I looked into your eyes Suddenly turned grey I'm in love with my best friend this feeling has to end Then, I, I laughed in fates eye I told her it's all just a game Me, I've lived a sheltered life Well can't we just pretend I'm in love with my best friend Can't this just end Can't we just pretend I lived a sheltered life I'd never meet my best friend 100 Miles The calls are getting late and I am getting tired This little game your having me play is old and it's worn and out of style I'd rather walk 100 miles Then sit here with you and fake my smiles The crossed out lines in my songs Is where you entered them and I'm lost, Within the pages of these notes With no hope of getting out No hope of ever getting out It's getting cold outside at night It will be time soon again For me to hold your smile within my hands But I'd rather walk 100 miles Then sit here with you faking my smiles The crossed out lines in my songs is where you entered them And I'm lost With no hope of getting out No hope of ever getting out |